"Then act like it," Rikku said, more pleading than accusatory. Although she couldn't deny there were strains of both, there. "You decided a long time ago that being a hero is the only thing that matters, to you, and you kind of act like it's the only thing that should matter, to anyone else. So it's okay to ask horrible things of people, so long as you're doing it for what you think is a good reason. Sometimes I ... sometimes I think you don't realize how much you're asking of me."
She was horrible, for saying any of this to Yuna. She was the worst Guardian ever. And yet, she couldn't stop herself from continuing.
"A-and that's still better than when ... I think you do know, and you just don't care."
... Yuna was going to hate her. Yuna couldn't possibly hate her more than she hated herself, right now.
The worst part was how relieved she felt, just to have those awful things hanging in the air like that.
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Date: 2011-02-01 07:45 am (UTC)She was horrible, for saying any of this to Yuna. She was the worst Guardian ever. And yet, she couldn't stop herself from continuing.
"A-and that's still better than when ... I think you do know, and you just don't care."
... Yuna was going to hate her. Yuna couldn't possibly hate her more than she hated herself, right now.
The worst part was how relieved she felt, just to have those awful things hanging in the air like that.