"I wanted to. I thought about it. I don't think he would have minded, even. He offered ..."
Deep breaths. She snuggled in against his arm, resting her head against his chest.
"He started going on about how ... they didn't deserve to live. I said they should either live, or just ... get the balls to kill themselves already. He said ... he said that ......... that that could be my choice."
His life. His fate. The fate of all of the Guado. Or, hell, she could have killed him and counted that as justice for the rest of them.
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Date: 2009-09-20 12:30 am (UTC)Deep breaths. She snuggled in against his arm, resting her head against his chest.
"He started going on about how ... they didn't deserve to live. I said they should either live, or just ... get the balls to kill themselves already. He said ... he said that ......... that that could be my choice."
His life. His fate. The fate of all of the Guado. Or, hell, she could have killed him and counted that as justice for the rest of them.
She couldn't believe she had considered it.
She couldn't believe she hadn't done it.