"I don't ..." Deep sigh while she tried to sort things out. "I ... I'm glad you have a family. I am. I don't like what you had to sell of yourself to get one. I'm not okay with this. And it's not your family that takes the first spot, anyway. It's ... being a Turk. That matters to you more than anything. The rest of it's just all a part of it. I don't ..."

She rubbed her eyes, not even sure what she was saying, any more.