"It's not a miracle," she said, lifting her shoulders. "I love you. You've been through so much. I want to make it better. It's just that ... every now and then, it's hard. Sometimes I think of ..."
Home, which would sound like she was throwing it in his face. Damn. New topic.
"I don't want you ... drawing a line. Any line. I don't want you ... closing off. I guess maybe ... I need to, sometimes, but I don't know how to. I don't know how to say 'I can't, not right now' so that you won't hear 'not ever' or won't think that I ... hate you. I don't. I mean it. And if I mean it when I say I love you, I feel like I shouldn't draw a line, either, but sometimes it ... kinda ... happens, anyway. And I get angry, when it does. At you, but ... maybe more at me for not being good enough at this."
Yuna would have forgiven him, by now. Yuna would hold him while he sobbed and know the right thing to say and not resent any thing he had done in his past. Yuna was pure and good and she was just selfish, but she was trying. She was. Honest.
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Home, which would sound like she was throwing it in his face. Damn. New topic.
"I don't want you ... drawing a line. Any line. I don't want you ... closing off. I guess maybe ... I need to, sometimes, but I don't know how to. I don't know how to say 'I can't, not right now' so that you won't hear 'not ever' or won't think that I ... hate you. I don't. I mean it. And if I mean it when I say I love you, I feel like I shouldn't draw a line, either, but sometimes it ... kinda ... happens, anyway. And I get angry, when it does. At you, but ... maybe more at me for not being good enough at this."
Yuna would have forgiven him, by now. Yuna would hold him while he sobbed and know the right thing to say and not resent any thing he had done in his past. Yuna was pure and good and she was just selfish, but she was trying. She was. Honest.