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"I'm tired," she admitted. "I'm tired of ... I don't know. The Guado, they're sorry, they really are. So I don't hate them. Because if I hate them, I'm just as bad as everyone who figured we Al Bhed were worthless. It just happens again, and again, and again. Next time it'll be Guadosalam burning down and lots of excuses that sound good at the time. So I don't hate them. I just ... I sometimes wish I could. I want to scream at them and shake them and hurt them, for what they did to us. But I have to be a better person than that. And I'm so tired of it. Of smiling nicely when someone calls me a heathen, and apologizing for Wakka screaming at me, and ... being a good person. I want to march down to Reno's room and throw things. It's not fair, it's not right, so I won't. I just ... I'm tired."